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ranting ranting ranting na naman
i’m beginning to sound like a whiner namfuta

what’s more difficult than moving on?
pag yung taong ayaw mo na makita, nagparamdam ulet. it’s like a corpse coming out of the grave. yun lang. walang pinagbago. once a liar, always a liar

is it a yes or a no?
we met. we  liked each other. (tawagin nating cyang A) we held hands in the bus for crying out loud. and now you’re giving excuses. ano ba, are we going out or what? i’m not the type na pwede i-hold, so adios na.

is it that hard to get courtesies these days?
you agreed to go out on a date with someone (tawagin natin cyang B), then on the eleventh hour sasabihing reschedule daw. kamusta naman yun. sayang naman yung kinancel na gimik with friends.

yan napapala ng masyadong assuming
aba. sweet ha. malambing. perfect (tawagin natin cyang C). kakatuwa naman. cya na kaya… parang. anyway we like each other. text text. good morning sunshine. walang humpay na mwa mwa. asking questions like you care. turns out, hindi lang pala yun para sa kin. generic pala. silly me. assuming na naman. tsk tsk

on the bright side
wala sila mama, nasa bohol. i’m home alone. i’m left to cook for myself, do the laundry and iron my clothes. for someone who spent 29 years of his life pampered, bago to. although i don’t mind, i always wanted to be independent naman. find my own place and everything. and now i’m getting a taste of it. medyo mahirap pala… lalo na ngayon. hindi ko alam na pag 30 minutes na pala umiikot ang damit sa washer, nadedeform na. hello deformed boxer shorts huhuhuhu

ang espiritu ni geneva cruz at ng umuusok na bundok

kadiri na-LSS ako sa kantang to:

nakakalito ang mundo
kung sinong mahal mo syang ayaw sa yo
lalalalalalala (ndi ko alam lyrics)
kailan… kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
kahit anong gawing lambing di mo pinapansin

ewwww ewwww ewwwww
why are you tormenting meeeee

anyway bakit ganun no…
i’ve been dating several people na the past few weeks kaso really, it’s not the same as having a constant companion. iba pa rin kasi pag, you know, may feelings heheheh

yun lang…

nakakalito ang mundo
kung sinong mahal mo syang ayaw sa yo
lalalalalalala (ndi ko alam lyrics)
kailan… kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
kahit anong gawing lambing di mo pinapansin

kasi naman, kung gusto mo rin naman wag na magpakipot. hehehe

it’s a fact

it’s a fact: when one part of your life is going well, another part falls spectacularly into pieces.

career-wise, i think i’m doing well. all my projects are well underway and (modesty aside sa lahat ng mga officemates ko) are well-received by most, if not all who hear of it.  in short, professionally, i feel fulfilled. and i’m happy and grateful with that.

yun lang, in other parts, things are not looking as pretty. one major thing that happened was us losing the chance to win one of the most coveted cards in PRO (that’s Philippine Ragnarok Online to the uninformed hehehe). the rival guild (itago na lang natin sila sa pangalang scourge) resorted to dirty tactics to get the upper hand. i guess they knew that that was the only they could beat us. it’s so underhanded it makes me sick.

second, i just couldnt understand why two people who are obviously attracted to each other just wont get on with it? andami alibi andami dahilan. bwiset kung ayaw eh di wag. madali ako kausap.

ranting ranting ranting

Deceivingly romantic

I was browsing through my itunes library then i re-discovered an old favorite.

most of you guys may be familiar with the original (unless you were stuck under a rock since the early eighties and never saw the sun until yesterday morning)

the difference? i found this acoustic remake by Mike Mana, and when you listen to it, you’d realize that the song’s kinda romantic. go search for it in youtube or limewire

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"I’ll be over at ten", you told me time and again
  But you’re late, I wait around and then
  I run to the door, I can’t take any more
  It’s not you, you let me down again

Baby, baby, try to find a little time, and I’ll make you mine
I’ll be home, I’ll be beside the phone waiting for you

Why do you build me up Buttercup, baby

  Just to let me down and mess me around

  And then worst of all you never call, baby when you say you will
But I love you still, I need you more than anyone, darlin’

  You know that I have from the start

  So build me up Buttercup, don’t break my heart

To you i’m a toy but I could be the boy you adore
If you’d just let me know
I know you want to, I’m attracted to you all the more
Why do I need you so

Baby, baby, try to find a little time, and I’ll make you mine
I’ll be home, I’ll be beside the phone waiting for you

Why do you build me up Buttercup, baby

  Just to let me down and mess me around

  And then worst of all you never call, baby when you say you will
But I love you still, I need you more than anyone, darlin’

  You know that I have from the start

  So build me up Buttercup, don’t break my heart 

Sentimiento de patatas

hindi ako normal na ganito. pero eto ang ilan sa mga kanta sa aking ipod

old songs - david gates
i’ll be over you - toto
how can i fall - breathe
hands to heaven - breathe
don’t let it end - styx

may ibig sa bihin ba to?

Apektado?

Hala. Apektado?

My profile is visible only to those in my friends list. Ergo, everything you see here is not  for the rest the world to read.

Kakatawa lang kasi may nagreact.

At first i thought… what’s going on.

And now, putting two on two together, na-gets ko na.

Hindi po ikaw yun. You were good. We were great.

I was talking of someone else. Someone else i loved, but not as much as i loved you.

Yun lang… loved T_T

The sun is back

Do you believe that angels walk among us?

Ako… i think i just met one.

Yung feeling mo, no matter how bruised and battered you were, nanjan cya and to make you whole again. To make you see that even if if things didn’t work out, the sun will still shine and the world isn’t really that bad a place, and there are still good people around.

Lesson i learned:
You gave your heart to someone and you were hurt. That doesn’t give you license to blame yourself because things didn’t work out. It just happened and loss ka nya. Remember: nobody loves a person who doesn’t love himself.

That opened my eyes.

Thank you for coming into my life.
Thank you for bringing the sun back.
I won’t force you to stay and be mine.
But I so damn wish you would be.

First day

It’s been a while.

The day after, you’d realize na yung taong sobra mong minahal, wala na sa yo. Kakaiba no. Parang empty ka na ewan.

Kahit alam mo na kawalan ka nya.
Kahit na alam mong ginago ka nya.
Still alam mong minahal ka nya, at minahal mo cya.
Yun lang hindi ka nya kaya ipaglaban.

Feeling mo ang tapang mo
Pero san ka, deep inside iyakin ka rin

Dont you ever for a second get to thinking…

To the leftTo the left

To the leftTo the left

Mmmm to the left, to the leftEverything you own in the box to the leftIn the closet, thats my stuffYes, if I bought it, baby please don’t touch (don’t touch)

And keep talking that mess, thats fineCould you walk and talk, at the same time?And its my name thats on that jagSo go move your bags, let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard, telling meHow I’m such a fool, talking ’boutHow I’ll never ever find a man like youYou got me twisted

You must not know ’bout meYou must not know ’bout meI could have another you in a minuteMatter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know ’bout meYou must not know ’bout meI can have another you by tomorrowSo don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’You’re irreplaceable

So go ahead and get goneCall up that chick, and see if shes homeOops I bet you thought, that I didn’t knowWhat did you thinkI was putting you out for?Because you was untrueRolling her around in the car that I bought youBaby, drop them keysHurry up, before your taxi leaves

Standing in the front yard, telling meHow I’m such a fool, talking ’boutHow I’ll never ever find a man like youYou got me twisted

You must not know ’bout meYou must not know ’bout meI could have another you in a minuteMatter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know ’bout meYou must not know ’bout meI can have another you by tomorrowSo don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’You’re irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everythingHow about I’ll be nothing? nothing at all to you (nothing, nothing)Baby I won’t shed a tear for you (I won’t shed a tear for you)I won’t lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)Cause the truth of the matter is (truth is)Replacing you is so easy

To the left, to the leftTo the left, to the left

MmmmmTo the left, to the leftEverything you own in the box to the left

To the left, to the leftDon’t you ever for a second get to thinkingYou’re irreplaceable

You must not know ’bout meYou must not know ’bout meI could have another you in a minuteMatter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know ’bout meYou must not know ’bout meI can have another you by tomorrowSo don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’ (baby! hey yea)

You must not know ’bout meYou must not know ’bout meI could have another you in a minuteMatter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)

You can pack all your bags we’re finishedCause you made your bed now lay in itI could have another you by tomorrowDon’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’You’re irreplaceable

Alamat ng Doormat

Act 01
Tao 1:   Pag ikaw ba nagmahal, binibigay mo lahat para sa kanya?
Tao 2:    I move mountains for the one I love… heheh
Tao 1:    I see, ganun din ksi ako. sobrang sakripisyo para sa mahal ko, kaso hindi naman nya appreciated
Tao 2:    Ganyan talaga pag mahal mo…
Tao 1:    Sana dumating yung time na hindi na ko masasaktan
Tao 1:    Lahat naman ganyan ang wish

Act 02
Tao 2:    I love you
Tao 1:    Aaminin ko, gusto kita. Pero hindi ko pa masasabi na mahal talaga kita. Takot pa ko ibigay ang puso ko after everything that happened. Niloko na nya ko once. Takot ako masaktan ulet.
Tao 2:    That’s ok. I’m not pressuring you to love me. Just want you to know that I do.
Tao 1:    Salamat…

Act 03
Tao 1:    I think I’m falling for you
Tao 2:    Hindi nga…
Tao 1:    Yes… tayo na.
Tao 2:    Talaga? I love you.
Tao 1:    Pero hindi pa kita mahal ha
Tao 2:    Aw ganun?
Tao 1:    Basta masaya ako kasi nanjan ka.
Tao 2:    … sige na nga ok na rin yun

Act 04
Tao 1:    Hindi pa kita mahal
Tao 2:    Don’t rub it in. Masakit e
Tao 1:    Sorry… magulo kasi. Ayoko ng ganito
Tao 2:   What are you trying to tell me
Tao 1:    I don’t think I’m ready to commit. Hindi ko pa pala kaya. Magulo pa lahat.
Tao 2:    Ganun na lang yun? You’ll take it back? Bawi na lang basta?
Tao 1:    Hindi mo naiintindihan
Tao 2:   You don’t just make someone fall for you like that then take it back. Ano ba akala mo sa kin? Produkto na pwedeng isoli pag na-realize mong hindi mo pala gusto?
Tao 1:    Galit ka ba
Tao 2:    Anong gusto mo magtatalon ako sa tuwa
Tao 1:    I’m sorry. Magulo e
Tao 2:    …
Tao 1:    I have to go
Tao 2:    Then go. Umalis ka na
Tao 1:    Im not leaving without you
Tao 2:    Go! It’s either you go or I’ll go
Tao 1:    I’m not leaving
Tao 2:    Fine. I’m leaving.
(Walk out… curtains close)

Act 05
Tao 1:    I’m sorry
Tao 2:    Liar
Tao 1:    Sorry talaga
Tao 2:    Liar
Tao 1:    I made a mistake
Tao 2:    Liar. You dont tell someone these things then take it back just like that
Tao 1:    Natauhan na ko. Malinaw na lahat. I realized you were the one for me. I’m sorry I now I hurt you
Tao 2:   …
Tao 1:    I’m sorry. Please give me another chance. I know you’ll find it hard to believe me. Pero it’s true, you’re the one I want
Tao 2:    …
Tao 1:    Please…
Tao 2:    Fine.
Tao 1:    See you later

Act 06
Tao 1:    I think I’m falling for you
Tao 2:    Hindi nga
Tao 1:    Yes… I love you
Tao 2:    Aw you just made me the happiest person on the planet! I love you!
Tao 1:    I love you too… wag na tayo magaaway ha

Act 07
Tao 1:    Kumain ka na?
Tao 2:   Hindi pa… i love you
Tao 1:    I love you too, eat ka na
Tao 2:    I love you… I miss you
Tao 1:    Sana lagi ka ganyan, sweet and loving
Tao 2:    I’m not promising to be perfect, but I’ll try to be the best
Tao 1:    Ako din. Ilalaban ko to, as long as we’re together.
Tao 2:    I love you
Tao 1:   I love you too

Act 08
Tao 1:    I have to tell you this. Thank you for everything. Thanks for coming into my life. Sorry kung dinamay kita sa mga problema ko.
Tao 2:    What are you trying to tell me?
Tao 1:    I’m not ready for a relationship right now. I need to focus on my studies. Ayoko bumagsak
Tao 2:    …
Tao 1:    Kung gusto mo magusap tayo, tawagan mo ko
Tao 2:    …

After one hour…
Tao 1:   Hindi ko kaya ang isang relationship sa ngayon
Tao 2:   But you said…
Tao 1:    Nagbabago ang tao
Tao 2:    I’m not asking you to reconsider your decision. I’m just telling you na ang tao, pag ginusto nakakagawa ng paraan. You have to take responsibility over your actions instead of blaming others. Panindigan mo naman yung mga decision mo. you don’t make someone fall for you then take everything back ng ganun na lang. yes minahal kita pero hindi ko ipagsisiksikan ang sarili ko sa taong binabasura ang lahat ng tao sa paligid nya dahil lang sa problemang pwede naman solusyunan.

(Close curtain)

Grabe na ito

It’s like jumping off the Eiffel Tower with your arms wide open, not minding the fact that you’ll die as soon as you hit the ground.

It’s the pleasure of falling so deeply in love with someone, wind rushing in your ears, no longer thinking of the great possibility of being very badly hurt if it ends.

And even so, I would rather be hurt loving, than living a life of bliss without you.

I don’t care about the end. What’s more important is that right here, right now, you’re here with me.

Masyadong nag-iisip

Most of the time we survive because experience tells us that not all people have the best intentions for you. Ergo, you tend to anticipate their actions by thinking ahead. Magaling ako jan… mag-isip.

Last night my bebe taught me a good lesson - STOP THINKING. It made me stop and think. Tama nga.

Stop thinking that one thing is connected to the other because it’s not necessarily so.
Stop thinking about hidden meanings in words. Words are just words and whatever someone says is not necessarily meant to hurt you. They may just be saying it as plain fact.
Stop thinking. Stop racking your brains for reasons for mundane things and focus on what’s more important -love nya talaga kooooooo

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee love you bebe koooooooooooooooooooo